Hell yEah I DO DRUGS *takes prescribed meds at the appropriate time and in the correct dose*
Tag: me
Anyone else besides me wear their ace ring somewhere other than the right hand middle finger?
I wear mine on my left hand ring finger (like a wedding ring) and I’m wondering if anyone else breaks that norm.
I wear mine on my left hand middle finger as my right middle finger broke badly when I was young and has a very large middle knuckle that I can’t get rings over!
I hope to get a black and white ring so I can show my ace and aro pride together!
shitty memory cont.
- pretending to remember stuff when you friend talks to you because you don’t want to seem rude/like you weren’t listening or don’t care
- literally always running out of time and not knowing how that happened, it seeming earlier or later than you thought
- forgetting how to do homework or forgetting info on the day of the test and everyone just thinking you never studied or aren’t smart when you literally try so hard
- “oh shit did that already happen?” “no”
- the weird looks you get when you can’t remember a simple detail that wasn’t all that simple to you
- “I forgot” not being a good enough excuse
- the dread/panic you feel when you just can’t remember something on the spot and have to fake like you do
- literally everything all the time
i caNNOt bELIEVE that i USED tO THink i wAS STRAIGHT
I’m the type of person who holds on to ticket stubs and photos and pressed flowers but never puts them into a scrapbook I just have them scattered everywhere which brilliantly illustrates how I’m a sentimental piece of shit who can’t put their life together
Blaaaaarg (personal medical shit)
I feel like a twitchy mess.
Not sure if it’s cos of new meds or cos of old med withdrawal.
Ugh
Apparently, having constant all over pins and needles is called Parathesia and is a side effect of my new meds (dear maker let it be a temporary one) but I’ve felt it before when I’d missed a dose of the old meds. As today was the first day of only my new meds, full withdrawal makes sense, but my therapist (who was a nurse) says the withdrawal should be pretty much over (if this is pretty much over I got of very lightly when it was in full force!!!)
Either way, Parathesia comes with its own side effects, such as twitchy movement and ocular dysmetria, which is the fancy way of saying my brain freaks out when my eyes move too fast.
And it is the worst.
It’s like vertigo topped with tiredness and a dash of being drunk off your face.
(With none of the fun bits, like lack of inhibitions or having imbibed several floofy drinks before hand.)
It’s Done and No One is Dead
Me: *sees a female character doing something terrifying and badass*
Me: *deep breath*
Me: *delighted pterodactyl screech*
me: *is having a hard time*
me: wow i really want to reach out to my friends for support
my brain: wrong that is manipulative and 100% not allowed you can never do that